where have I been

Its so difficult and painful to realize the time gone by and what I have not done .. All those small things hobbies , learning music , a new language

Objective

I think it is really important to have an objective in life which is beyond survival and earning money .. more towards something worthwile giving back to society , help people at large do something which is selfless and not see a gain for one self which is anonymous . I have atleast read and see so many people doing good things but the way they are publicised , it is obvious the motivation is more to get some personal gain ie to show how good a person is ..

its being a long time

And some inspiration to really make me write ..

A lot of us tend to live our lives based on other’s choices, and not our own. You may have even experienced this yourself. Sometimes, other people feel as if they know what’s best for you. I know I have experienced this, particularly regarding my occupation. “Oh, you are probably going to end up being a Kindergarten teacher”, “You would be a great gym teacher”, “Have you thought about joining law enforcement?” As the days go by, all the suggestions are being piled up. I don’t pay attention to them, because I know where my heart wants to be.

Live your own life, and not how others want you to live it. Let them worry about their own lives. You know, deep down, in your heart, what you want to do, and when you want to do it. You’re the only one who knows what’s best for you.